:: finally!! ::

A backdated entry from a mother..alhamdulillah, hari nie da msk 13 hari from the day of delivery..

satu pengalaman yg mgkin takkan dilupakan..

22 NOVEMBER 2010..feeling that contraction is consistently occured every 10 minutes starting 3.30 am..n macam biasa mama akan terbangun tgh2 malam utk pg ke toilet. rasa cam da xsedap ati n ingat nak ajak abah pg hospital lepas subuh..hmm, tgk perkembangan camne! Tp lps subuh the contraction dah x sekerap td plak, so mama ingat ‘oo..mayb contraction biasa je kot’. mama pn cam biasa mghabiskan siang hari mama dgn berehat, makan n do house work yg mna bole dibuat. huhu, tp sakit pinggang agak xble bla la jugak. skali lagi mama ingat ‘oo..biasala sakit pinggang dah nak dekat2 bersalin nih’.

Tp there’s a sign yg mama tgk masa nak amik wudhu’ for Asar prayer..rasa da xsedap ati, trus bagitau abah nk g hospital lepas solat asar. When the doctor checked at hospital, rupa2nya bukaan mama dah 5cm..i was shocked, dahla ibrahim pn xtau lg. trus sms papa bgtau myb mama akan deliver dlm masa 5 jam lg. hehe, I guess myb ibrahim sgt kalut time nie sbb da on d way ke rumah Dr. Huzwah for taking correction of his thesis.

n as expected, i delivered after 5 hours warded..msk kul 7 n continuously contraction until 12am before the delivery time. alhamdulillah, perjalanan yg agak mudah. xlama duduk wad plus ibrahim sempat bekejar balik utk tmnkan mama bersalin. I delivered normally for 17 minutes of pushing the baby from the womb. Finally, a baby boy with weight 3.11 kg and height 53 cm delivered safely on 23 NOVEMBER 2010, 12.17 am.

To papa..thanx temankan mama dlm labour room. Actually, papa sgt mmbantu time mama sgt2 sakit..zikir n instruction dr papa masa mama tgh panic nk bersalin sgt membantu..luv u so much!!!!

To our baby boy..semoga Luqman jadi anak yg soleh n jadi umat Nabi Muhammad yg taat pada suruhanNya..

:: waiting for time to come ::

now, da 38 weeks of pregnancy..wow, masa yg ditunggu2..suspen dowh!! bilela si baby nak kuar. every night dah ble rasa yg baby berat n contraction sikit2..tu blum lagi dia kick2 prut mama. adoi, rasa xselesa tp that's the experience to b a mom. myb i will miss that feeling when he come out from mama's tummy!

alhamdulillah, mama semakin sihat da dekat2 nak brsalin nie..last 2 weeks jumpa dr. pakar kat hospital sg buloh.

air ketuban : ok..dr. said it is in the acceptable range~~

saiz baby : i was referred to MO at hosp. sg buloh coz dr. kat klinik ijok said saiz baby xparallel. kind of suspen jugak, tp MO tu cakap it's normal sbb scan at first trimester is the most accurate. so xperlu risau pape..

berat baby : 2.587 kg on 36 weeks..berat baby naik rapidly..skang da dekat 3kg kot. mama sgt rasa baby berat bila nak tdo..adoyaii, perut sampai petak2..hehe..

berat mama : skang berat mama da naik sampai 61.5kg..hehe, my weight increase about 11 kg from the weight bfore pregnant. xpe, lepas nie kuruskan blk dgn jamu mak bidan yg byk tu..alahai, tringat kes kene goreng ngan mak bidan ritu..adeh..

i wish i become healthier than before, aritu bru je minum air gula kali ke3..no diabetes!! no more urine infection..n Hb getting higher to 12.7..alhamdulillh, at least no anemia!!

good luck to myself..good luck to papa also..

:: theatre ::

dah abes sem, cam biasa rsa nak tls somethg kat blog b4 dapat answer script utk ditanda nnt. tp asyik2 ada keje je..aish, sem nie mmg xleh brmalasan langsung! dahla time klas, penat cam xhengat!! tensi dibuatnya..sedar x sedar my pregnancy pn nak msk 9 bulan..nasib baik dah x de lecture, ble focus breakfast cam biasa, jaga blk diet smsa mengandung n xperlu rushing2.

since dah ada sedikit masa tuk ber'nafas', noi n ibrahim spend some time to see musical theatre. lama rasanya dah xjejak istana budaya..last time is natrah. 2 minggu before kitorang kawen, nie dah nak de anak. next time ntah bile lg nak pg..

~almost setahun yg lalu..5 disember 2009~

~ theatre for this year...1 Oct 2010~

the show was great, tp view kitorg xbest sbb krew x pndi nak adjust for audience kat atas. biasala, noi kan menilai teater yg bagus itu mesti mmpunyai prop yg bagus slain skrip, jalan cerita dll yg bagus..basically, the experience is ok!!

teringat skrip erra pasal tongkat tu..it can b relate to my life as well as my student. kita slalu selesa dgn kemudahan dan 'tongkat' yg ada. but, xsemua keadaan kita sentiasa senang..terharu waktu review perletakan jawatan tun dr. mahathir di pwtc n suke ada part misha omar mndendangkan lagu khas buat tun..

:: Ramadhan Kareem::

Alhamdulillah, skali lagi Allah bagi pluang utk menjalani Ramadhan..pluang yg perlu perlu digunakan sebaik mungkin oleh hamba yg lemah ni.mgkn lbh bermakna sbb status da berubah jadi istri orang n mom to unborn baby..so, lots of thing should b improve.

Hasnur, u should..

-bgn awal stiap hari to prepare sahur..tggjwb + ibadah >> DULU masa bujang, minum milo n biskut kering pn da ckp..SKRG en. ibrahim xleh klu xmakan nasi.

-banyakkan tadarus stiap hari>>DULU, tadarus utk pahala sndr. SKRG, tadarus utk didik diri dan + pahala. add point, tadarus bagus jgk utk didik anak menjadi anak yg soleh dan solehah since dlm kandungan. again, pk utk disiplinkan baby..

-klu bole, jgn tggl terawih, besar pahalanya, xdpt di waktu lain >>DULU, byk tenaga nk buat cuma mls..SKRG, preggy makes me tired easily tp kene cuba buat yg trbaik gak sbb lbh byk nk mintak dr Dia..aish, kuatlah iman..

-jaga solat Dhuha , DULU jarang buat..SKRG, klas hari2 8.30-12.30..camne?cet, alasan!!cuba bykkan time bln puasa nie..murah rezki, moga rezki awk yg dpt tuk diri n famili tue halal**ckp pd dri sndr..

banyak lg perkara kene muhasabah..list down senang, nak buat payah.klu thn dpn panjang umur,status akan brubah lg next Ramadhan. sesungguhnya masa xtunggu. haruslah sedar dn gunakan masa sebaik mgkn. tolonglah wahai Tuhan..

:: already 2nd trimester ::

rasa happy giler slps melalui saat2 getir morning sickness..klu difikirkan blk, rasa cam ckupla satu baby je masa tgh morning sickness tu, tp xkanla kot..hehe. sedih rasanya anak 1. msk je 5 bulan pregnant, berat bdn naik 3kg dalam masa sebulan. dari bln 5 ke bulan 6 plak naik 3.5 kg lagi..giler ahh. dulu mkn byk pn xpenah naik camtu skali. wlupn noi xkesah brat bdn naik tp yg peritnya sbb kene minum air gula. ingatkan sekali je kene, rupanya still kene lagi..uwek =( nsb baik dua2 result tu normal. hmm, xsabar rasanya nk tggu baby kuar..hopefully noi sht sampai deliver nnt n sng waktu bersalin.

in my mind rasa byk lg preparation yg perlu dibuat, but as usual time constraint plus limited budget. kene plan btul2 supaya brg2 baby yg dibeli xmembazir. skang nie sangat bz dibuatnya...course, klas ganti, checkup, balik kg, xmenang tgn. skang nie klu xg mana2 pn kuar g survey @ bli baju ibu dan baby. alhamdulillah, prut xbesar sgt, baju sndri xyah bli byk2. dahla klas 20 jam seminggu, so tired!!! sian papa kene urut kaki mama mlm2..student pn ble tahan nakal dan 'bijak', so sabar jela kan..tup2, dah mggu ke-6 semester, means da separuh sem mggu dpn.. ya Allah, kuatkanla hambamu ini.

baby, mggu depan kita puasa sama2 yea!! may u'll become a good child for me n mr.ibrahim..

:: window shopping ::

smlm after g wedding spupu ibrahim, kitorg sggh jap kat carrefour subang jaya..waa, so excited to have a glance at baby items! ish2, bkn mama je yg rase cam nk shopping brg baby tp abahnye skali..awal lg kot. so better prepare je budget dulu.

with some reference from magazine ma&pa, 'diari kehamilan' n our observation, i did a checklist on fundamental things need to buy for our baby..**the list should goes on as the EDD is near!

1. sarung tangan & sarung kaki
2. topi
3. baju lengan panjang & lengan pendek
4. tuala mandi
5. tuala muka
6. sabun, syampu, losyen, bedak n minyak baby
7. brush baby
8. botol susu baby
9. set EBM (express breast milk)
10. cotton bud for baby

hmm, tambah lagi

11. katil baby
12. set bantal kepala, peluk n tilam baby
13. selimut baby
14. flask or thermos for hot water
15. fridge for EBM
16. drawer for baby items..almari ma n abah da penuh.huhu

wow, banyaknye! belum lg stroller, diapers, barut, car seat n others..hopefully adala warehouse sale kat mana2 for baby items during next month. now, we target to have a window shopping at parkson..tgk apa yg mnrk ada kat 'parkson baby world', kot2 ble utilizing RM300 voucher yg dapat mase wedding dulu..

promotion from 27/5/2010 till 27/6/2010

:: Baby, baby, baby ::

u're so cute!!hope to have 1 like this =)

now, that's been the major thing that i'm thinking about..nak sambung master kene tggu baby deliver dulu. klu nk sambung skang tkut bz sangat n of course it's big consideration in terms of finance. hmm, lots of preparation for me n hubby!! after getting into marriage life, kene adapt plak ngan pregnancy life. ibrahim kene blaja buat keje rumah coz wife dia asyik morning sickness. meanwhile, i should adapt with the 1st trimester symptoms being a mother. alhamdulillah, skang dah msk mggu ke-18, my body getting better. cuma advise dr for taking much water should be followed. aritu kene drip water to my body coz urine infection. hmm, 1st time experience kene tdo kat katil klinik, nsb bek xkene thn kat wad.

~Apakah reda hai golongan wanita, bahawasanya seorang wanita yg sdg hamil dr suaminya yg tlh dinikahi dgn halal. Allah memberikan pahala kpdnya sebagaimana pahala org berjihad fisabilillah. Apabila ia merasa sakit utk melahirkan anaknya, maka ia mndpt pahala yg byk skali sehingga manusia tidak mengerti brapa byknya pahala itu. Apabila telah lahir lalu disusui, bg ibu itu setiap teguk dr susunya, Allah memberi dia pahala 1 kebaikan. Apabila si ibu semalaman x tidur dan memelihara anknyayg sakit, maka Allah mmberi pahala sprti memerdekakan 70 hmba dgn ikhlas utk mmbela agama~

||RIWAYAT AL-HASAN BIN SAFWAN, TABRANI DAN IBN AS-SAHIN & SALAMAH, petikan dr buku 'Amalan Ibu mengandung'||

:: Experience to b a mom ::

wah. . lama dong xberblogging.i can say myself among d busy n lazy bloggers. there' s many changes appear in my life after getting into marriage life, but as usual no time to update..
harini dapat menulis nie pn coz da boring tahap gaban kat opis..lucky meh keje lecturer. students nak exam, lec pn lepak coz no class n no marking script yet!! hmm, tapi rasa wasting time lak coz not utilizing time as academician. klu lec kat u lain konfem time2 nie da sambung blaja or wat research. never mind lah, for the sake of my baby hasrat tu kene tangguh jap until thn depan..

today, my condition still not so stable enough..pagi nie je da 2 kali muntah. the worst thing is unpredictablly vomit kat blk sembahyang masa siap2 nak g keje. haha, jadi mangsa tentu saje husben trcinta..da cium tangan , terpaksa lak mop lantai. hmm, nk jadi abah la kan, so shud jadi rajin. nnt anak nak potty training da de experience mop lantai =P but ibrahim is the best man ever to do house cleaning, cuma jgn suruh je nnt dia annoying n buat muka xpuas ati ngan noi..haha..

now, it has been 3 month of pregnancy..

1st week-6th week : good n steady, bole masak dgn jayanya setiap mlm dan basuh kain ngan tangan lg pukul 11 malam..hehe, simtom 'morning sickness' belum menular!! tp both of us da de instict..noi become emosional, rasa mual kadang kala, keletihan sampai buat noi nanges..huhu..

6th week-9th week : minggu yg plg kritikal, my sickness not only in the morning, but continuously sampai evening..hwwaaaa...
-makanan ssh nk hadam n kluar blk
-angin dlm bdn yg sgt byk
-xlalu nk minum air masak..punyala saya menjaga n kurangkan minum air bergula masa belum preggy..tp paksa jugak minum air msk sbb nnt dehidrate..
-pegi klas pagi dalam keadaan blur n xtau nak ajar ape..haha, dont worry this lec got experience nk cover..my students mesti xprasan. their carry marks are good, i wish they'll get excellent grade for ur math 2..
-setiap mlm incik ibrahim harusla sapu minyak kat perut sbb perut sebu..rasa 4 minggu yg sgt horror!!

10th week-12th week: condition is getting better coz da ble adapt. skang xkire klu nk muntah biar je.tula, jadi anak degil lagi..sbb tu Allah bg ujian suh insaf. rasa sgt terharu bila nk 'Mother's Day' ni..i love u mak!

good news!!

rasa x ble tggu lg dah..i need pregnancy test as soon as possible.coz i don't know either myself desperately wants a baby or it really symptom of morning sickness. saya sgt cepat letih skang nie, x puas ati ngan badan sndiri. hei, kamon la hasnur.u dont have any illness n u are active person as well. tp cam something wrong with my body..so, better check if let say myb something changes with my body..

(rabu malam)
noi mengadu kat ibrahim.."hurm, noi cepat sgt penat, is it baby? or sakit lain? hepatitis?" mulala fikir negatif..

then ibrahim replied: ok, xpela cek dulu..awak ada ke test kit tu?"

noi: "hehe, xde"

(khamis malam)
pharmacist: "seeloknya puan test this masa pg2 ye lps bangun tidur sbb hormon waktu tu tinggi"..noi pn mengangguk n bekata dalam ati "ooooo, sblm nie xtau pn"

(jumaat pagi)
dengan 'excited'nya bangun2 tido da try n the result is..hehe..

2 lines=positive..yehaa (**,)

(sabtu pagi)
trip ke genting masih diteruskan.dah tau result pregnancy, mdm hasnur n mr ibrahim xperlu trtanya2 dah.juz b caution during the trip..bwk asam tuk mkn dlm bas, xleh dah main thrilled games (which is very boring sbb ble main permainan yg biasa2 je!!). here some of the pic to share..

hwaaa..kami yg xdapat main roller coasters n space shot

:: debush*** ::

Today, i feel like to write something becoz sangat bengang dengan *****. rasa cam wasting my time in a very gud friday morning!!ish..ish..biarla Tuhan bls..duk senyap2 kat opis tls blog!!
"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it."
---Morrie Schwartz [pg jauh culture yg xbagus..fuh2....]
"Do not think of your fault; still less of others' faults. Look for what is good and strong and try to imitate it. Your faults will drop off like dead leaves when their time comes."
---John Ruskin [wat sakit perasaan je fikir psl perkara2 negatif yg jadi..i wish i'll b strong enough]
"One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go."
---Sheila Murray Bethel [i juz wish i can b myself..tolong jgn kcu saya bole??]
"I have learned that life may not always be easy, but it's always worth living."
---Melanie Race [yes, living because of Allah's, Prophet's, parents', husband's, family's and frens' love]


biarla, hari jumaat yg indah jadi ceria semula...saya marah dlm hati ok!!lbh baik fikir incik ibrahim blk dr miri mlm nie. yeah, i will meet my hubby after 2 days he went there..miss him so much!! <3

:: 2009 yg byk kenangan - Episod: Kerjaya & Kawan::

SKT for year 2009 has been done, borang maklumat guru utk MQA pn dah submit..tp cam sedey je coz xde research, publication n consultation. so, that's my target for 2010..M.A.S.T.E.R!!tp apsal undang2 makin ketat.oh no, hope my path will b easier to continue study!

2009 mmg byk kenangan for me n officemates..kitorang nyer proposal berjalan tuk 2009;

Sg. Klah [early June]

Kelip2 Kg. Kuantan [ early July]

Penang & Sg. Petani [early October]

Family Day Port Dickson [ end October]

Trip to Teluk Intan for my wedding [ mid December]

Nampaknya, cuma Sg klah n Teluk Intan je yg jadi. Kelip2 Kg Kuantan xjadi coz aritu dah g fruit valley waktu mlm2, so kitorg da xberat lak nak g kelip2. myb one day!!October lak full of open house.Family day lak asyik tuka je..xjadi g PD, final decision is wetland Shah Alam..tgk jela jd ke x.

2010, we start our plan with picnic @ putrajaya. mula2 kene g yg dekat2 dulu br journey yg jauh2 menjadi..plan ni since bulan 7 lg. aritu xjadi sbb noi n ayu trlibat ngan sekretariat..alhamdulillah, at last we manage to go there..kredit to Dora for ur photo...

~10 Januari 2009~

:: 2009 yg byk kenangan - Episode: Relationship ::

too much to say about this year..2009 have a lot of memories to b remembered!!pendek kata klu teringat sgala kenangan dlm thn nie boleh mmbuatkan saya terharu..huhu..

I welcomed 2009 with a great event which is my engagement day..satu permulaan yg official dlm perhubungan noi dan ibrahim.sblm nie,status kitorg kawan je..so skang dah tuka jd tunang.so happy..kebetulan, my engagement day is the same as azzah's birthday.insyaAllh, 26 Januari jadi tarikh yg diingati!!

~26/01/2009~

end of 2009, i and ibrahim got married..alhamdulillah, noi dan ibrahim mmpunyai ikatan yg sah as husband n wife on 18th december 2009. so happy that many of our frens come during our wedding ceremony..sangat terharu actually!few things that i want to remember during this occasion....

> stress..demam..n sakit tekak seminggu sblm majlis! dahla student mintak cuti seminggu after christmas, so tired nk ganti klas n do the wedding preparation. hectic lg dgn dateline submission of final exam question paper. at last, sakit tekak sampai xkuar suara..klas xble ganti, xcukup tdo stiap hr smpi ari majlis.camne nak khatam quran??inna ma'al 'usri yusra....on 19th december, saya berkhtm dgn suara yg serak, tp alhamdulillah pass bacaan..=)

> 1st person yg bg hadiah: lee chee xiong, student foundation management.really appreciate that gift! may u n your frens will b sucess in life n study..tp miss hasnur still xcuti sampai ari selasa, 3 hari sblm hari nikah. tetiba rasa sgt komited trhadap kerja..padahal cuti tahunan masih brbaki 17 hari lg..

> my solemnization day is 2 days before my birthday n my birthday is 2 days before my husband's birthday..so sweet meh?

18/12/2009 : nikah di masjid jame' langkap
19/12/2009 : kenduri belah perempuan..with white n meeroon theme!
20/12/2009 : kenduri belah lelaki..with gold theme..
21/12/2009 : my birthday..yippie..[*celebrate with my husband,nephew n nieces at kfc langkap] 23/12/2009 : my dear hubby's birthday..[*giving him 3 different presents..but, this year adiah murah jer sbb budget da abes tuk kawen..ok ye dear??]

> 1 muharam 1431 Hijrah is a new start for us!majlis nikah lancar. tok kadi sggh klaka..sume pakat gelak bila tok kadi 'kena'kan ibrahim.lafaz dr tok kadi : 2x, lafaz ibrahim: 1x.alhamdulillah, SAH!!

> masa kenduri umah noi we're wearing white n meroon dress. tp mlgnya ibrahim trbawa korset noi pg bagan dato'.oh, nooooooo...apeque, i need your help. nsb baik sempat,everythg goes well.thanx fren..

> masa knduri umah ibrahim, noi so kalut..sampai trtinggal handphone kat umah langkap. makeup sume trtinggal..tp masa sampai kat umah ibrahim, saya kool ajer..hehe..famili sume bedal makanan kat meja pengantin smpi licin, siap bwk blk udang lg..ish, mcm xpernah makan je..tp sbnrnya tu yg wat klaka.saje je, kat umah org sume sedap..sedey masa nak kna tggal.tp disbbkan esok da blk langkap, so lega sikit..

> outdoor photoshoot on 25 Dec 2009. at first, we plan to have dat session at Taman FRIM, Kepong. tp sbb kna byr fees for photoshoot, so kitorg rasa xberbaloi. hehe..my dear was very innocent (only both of us know). so, the replacement was Taman Metropolitan (opposite FRIM tu) n Bukt Belacan, Ampang. thanx to our cameraman, Ayap n Acap..

alhamdulillah, wlupn ada kekurangan noi lega majlis da selesai..arini celebrate new year sambil tgk fireworks kat kepong with my husband n g lepak teh tarik kul 12.30 mlm. sape nak marah..saya kuar mlm2 dgn husband. new life as a wife. thanx Allah for His blessing, i can have my deep breath on 2010!!

~19/12/2010~