:: Baby, baby, baby ::

u're so cute!!hope to have 1 like this =)

now, that's been the major thing that i'm thinking about..nak sambung master kene tggu baby deliver dulu. klu nk sambung skang tkut bz sangat n of course it's big consideration in terms of finance. hmm, lots of preparation for me n hubby!! after getting into marriage life, kene adapt plak ngan pregnancy life. ibrahim kene blaja buat keje rumah coz wife dia asyik morning sickness. meanwhile, i should adapt with the 1st trimester symptoms being a mother. alhamdulillah, skang dah msk mggu ke-18, my body getting better. cuma advise dr for taking much water should be followed. aritu kene drip water to my body coz urine infection. hmm, 1st time experience kene tdo kat katil klinik, nsb bek xkene thn kat wad.

~Apakah reda hai golongan wanita, bahawasanya seorang wanita yg sdg hamil dr suaminya yg tlh dinikahi dgn halal. Allah memberikan pahala kpdnya sebagaimana pahala org berjihad fisabilillah. Apabila ia merasa sakit utk melahirkan anaknya, maka ia mndpt pahala yg byk skali sehingga manusia tidak mengerti brapa byknya pahala itu. Apabila telah lahir lalu disusui, bg ibu itu setiap teguk dr susunya, Allah memberi dia pahala 1 kebaikan. Apabila si ibu semalaman x tidur dan memelihara anknyayg sakit, maka Allah mmberi pahala sprti memerdekakan 70 hmba dgn ikhlas utk mmbela agama~

||RIWAYAT AL-HASAN BIN SAFWAN, TABRANI DAN IBN AS-SAHIN & SALAMAH, petikan dr buku 'Amalan Ibu mengandung'||

:: Experience to b a mom ::

wah. . lama dong xberblogging.i can say myself among d busy n lazy bloggers. there' s many changes appear in my life after getting into marriage life, but as usual no time to update..
harini dapat menulis nie pn coz da boring tahap gaban kat opis..lucky meh keje lecturer. students nak exam, lec pn lepak coz no class n no marking script yet!! hmm, tapi rasa wasting time lak coz not utilizing time as academician. klu lec kat u lain konfem time2 nie da sambung blaja or wat research. never mind lah, for the sake of my baby hasrat tu kene tangguh jap until thn depan..

today, my condition still not so stable enough..pagi nie je da 2 kali muntah. the worst thing is unpredictablly vomit kat blk sembahyang masa siap2 nak g keje. haha, jadi mangsa tentu saje husben trcinta..da cium tangan , terpaksa lak mop lantai. hmm, nk jadi abah la kan, so shud jadi rajin. nnt anak nak potty training da de experience mop lantai =P but ibrahim is the best man ever to do house cleaning, cuma jgn suruh je nnt dia annoying n buat muka xpuas ati ngan noi..haha..

now, it has been 3 month of pregnancy..

1st week-6th week : good n steady, bole masak dgn jayanya setiap mlm dan basuh kain ngan tangan lg pukul 11 malam..hehe, simtom 'morning sickness' belum menular!! tp both of us da de instict..noi become emosional, rasa mual kadang kala, keletihan sampai buat noi nanges..huhu..

6th week-9th week : minggu yg plg kritikal, my sickness not only in the morning, but continuously sampai evening..hwwaaaa...
-makanan ssh nk hadam n kluar blk
-angin dlm bdn yg sgt byk
-xlalu nk minum air masak..punyala saya menjaga n kurangkan minum air bergula masa belum preggy..tp paksa jugak minum air msk sbb nnt dehidrate..
-pegi klas pagi dalam keadaan blur n xtau nak ajar ape..haha, dont worry this lec got experience nk cover..my students mesti xprasan. their carry marks are good, i wish they'll get excellent grade for ur math 2..
-setiap mlm incik ibrahim harusla sapu minyak kat perut sbb perut sebu..rasa 4 minggu yg sgt horror!!

10th week-12th week: condition is getting better coz da ble adapt. skang xkire klu nk muntah biar je.tula, jadi anak degil lagi..sbb tu Allah bg ujian suh insaf. rasa sgt terharu bila nk 'Mother's Day' ni..i love u mak!

good news!!

rasa x ble tggu lg dah..i need pregnancy test as soon as possible.coz i don't know either myself desperately wants a baby or it really symptom of morning sickness. saya sgt cepat letih skang nie, x puas ati ngan badan sndiri. hei, kamon la hasnur.u dont have any illness n u are active person as well. tp cam something wrong with my body..so, better check if let say myb something changes with my body..

(rabu malam)
noi mengadu kat ibrahim.."hurm, noi cepat sgt penat, is it baby? or sakit lain? hepatitis?" mulala fikir negatif..

then ibrahim replied: ok, xpela cek dulu..awak ada ke test kit tu?"

noi: "hehe, xde"

(khamis malam)
pharmacist: "seeloknya puan test this masa pg2 ye lps bangun tidur sbb hormon waktu tu tinggi"..noi pn mengangguk n bekata dalam ati "ooooo, sblm nie xtau pn"

(jumaat pagi)
dengan 'excited'nya bangun2 tido da try n the result is..hehe..

2 lines=positive..yehaa (**,)

(sabtu pagi)
trip ke genting masih diteruskan.dah tau result pregnancy, mdm hasnur n mr ibrahim xperlu trtanya2 dah.juz b caution during the trip..bwk asam tuk mkn dlm bas, xleh dah main thrilled games (which is very boring sbb ble main permainan yg biasa2 je!!). here some of the pic to share..

hwaaa..kami yg xdapat main roller coasters n space shot

:: debush*** ::

Today, i feel like to write something becoz sangat bengang dengan *****. rasa cam wasting my time in a very gud friday morning!!ish..ish..biarla Tuhan bls..duk senyap2 kat opis tls blog!!
"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it."
---Morrie Schwartz [pg jauh culture yg xbagus..fuh2....]
"Do not think of your fault; still less of others' faults. Look for what is good and strong and try to imitate it. Your faults will drop off like dead leaves when their time comes."
---John Ruskin [wat sakit perasaan je fikir psl perkara2 negatif yg jadi..i wish i'll b strong enough]
"One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go."
---Sheila Murray Bethel [i juz wish i can b myself..tolong jgn kcu saya bole??]
"I have learned that life may not always be easy, but it's always worth living."
---Melanie Race [yes, living because of Allah's, Prophet's, parents', husband's, family's and frens' love]


biarla, hari jumaat yg indah jadi ceria semula...saya marah dlm hati ok!!lbh baik fikir incik ibrahim blk dr miri mlm nie. yeah, i will meet my hubby after 2 days he went there..miss him so much!! <3

:: 2009 yg byk kenangan - Episod: Kerjaya & Kawan::

SKT for year 2009 has been done, borang maklumat guru utk MQA pn dah submit..tp cam sedey je coz xde research, publication n consultation. so, that's my target for 2010..M.A.S.T.E.R!!tp apsal undang2 makin ketat.oh no, hope my path will b easier to continue study!

2009 mmg byk kenangan for me n officemates..kitorang nyer proposal berjalan tuk 2009;

Sg. Klah [early June]

Kelip2 Kg. Kuantan [ early July]

Penang & Sg. Petani [early October]

Family Day Port Dickson [ end October]

Trip to Teluk Intan for my wedding [ mid December]

Nampaknya, cuma Sg klah n Teluk Intan je yg jadi. Kelip2 Kg Kuantan xjadi coz aritu dah g fruit valley waktu mlm2, so kitorg da xberat lak nak g kelip2. myb one day!!October lak full of open house.Family day lak asyik tuka je..xjadi g PD, final decision is wetland Shah Alam..tgk jela jd ke x.

2010, we start our plan with picnic @ putrajaya. mula2 kene g yg dekat2 dulu br journey yg jauh2 menjadi..plan ni since bulan 7 lg. aritu xjadi sbb noi n ayu trlibat ngan sekretariat..alhamdulillah, at last we manage to go there..kredit to Dora for ur photo...

~10 Januari 2009~

:: 2009 yg byk kenangan - Episode: Relationship ::

too much to say about this year..2009 have a lot of memories to b remembered!!pendek kata klu teringat sgala kenangan dlm thn nie boleh mmbuatkan saya terharu..huhu..

I welcomed 2009 with a great event which is my engagement day..satu permulaan yg official dlm perhubungan noi dan ibrahim.sblm nie,status kitorg kawan je..so skang dah tuka jd tunang.so happy..kebetulan, my engagement day is the same as azzah's birthday.insyaAllh, 26 Januari jadi tarikh yg diingati!!

~26/01/2009~

end of 2009, i and ibrahim got married..alhamdulillah, noi dan ibrahim mmpunyai ikatan yg sah as husband n wife on 18th december 2009. so happy that many of our frens come during our wedding ceremony..sangat terharu actually!few things that i want to remember during this occasion....

> stress..demam..n sakit tekak seminggu sblm majlis! dahla student mintak cuti seminggu after christmas, so tired nk ganti klas n do the wedding preparation. hectic lg dgn dateline submission of final exam question paper. at last, sakit tekak sampai xkuar suara..klas xble ganti, xcukup tdo stiap hr smpi ari majlis.camne nak khatam quran??inna ma'al 'usri yusra....on 19th december, saya berkhtm dgn suara yg serak, tp alhamdulillah pass bacaan..=)

> 1st person yg bg hadiah: lee chee xiong, student foundation management.really appreciate that gift! may u n your frens will b sucess in life n study..tp miss hasnur still xcuti sampai ari selasa, 3 hari sblm hari nikah. tetiba rasa sgt komited trhadap kerja..padahal cuti tahunan masih brbaki 17 hari lg..

> my solemnization day is 2 days before my birthday n my birthday is 2 days before my husband's birthday..so sweet meh?

18/12/2009 : nikah di masjid jame' langkap
19/12/2009 : kenduri belah perempuan..with white n meeroon theme!
20/12/2009 : kenduri belah lelaki..with gold theme..
21/12/2009 : my birthday..yippie..[*celebrate with my husband,nephew n nieces at kfc langkap] 23/12/2009 : my dear hubby's birthday..[*giving him 3 different presents..but, this year adiah murah jer sbb budget da abes tuk kawen..ok ye dear??]

> 1 muharam 1431 Hijrah is a new start for us!majlis nikah lancar. tok kadi sggh klaka..sume pakat gelak bila tok kadi 'kena'kan ibrahim.lafaz dr tok kadi : 2x, lafaz ibrahim: 1x.alhamdulillah, SAH!!

> masa kenduri umah noi we're wearing white n meroon dress. tp mlgnya ibrahim trbawa korset noi pg bagan dato'.oh, nooooooo...apeque, i need your help. nsb baik sempat,everythg goes well.thanx fren..

> masa knduri umah ibrahim, noi so kalut..sampai trtinggal handphone kat umah langkap. makeup sume trtinggal..tp masa sampai kat umah ibrahim, saya kool ajer..hehe..famili sume bedal makanan kat meja pengantin smpi licin, siap bwk blk udang lg..ish, mcm xpernah makan je..tp sbnrnya tu yg wat klaka.saje je, kat umah org sume sedap..sedey masa nak kna tggal.tp disbbkan esok da blk langkap, so lega sikit..

> outdoor photoshoot on 25 Dec 2009. at first, we plan to have dat session at Taman FRIM, Kepong. tp sbb kna byr fees for photoshoot, so kitorg rasa xberbaloi. hehe..my dear was very innocent (only both of us know). so, the replacement was Taman Metropolitan (opposite FRIM tu) n Bukt Belacan, Ampang. thanx to our cameraman, Ayap n Acap..

alhamdulillah, wlupn ada kekurangan noi lega majlis da selesai..arini celebrate new year sambil tgk fireworks kat kepong with my husband n g lepak teh tarik kul 12.30 mlm. sape nak marah..saya kuar mlm2 dgn husband. new life as a wife. thanx Allah for His blessing, i can have my deep breath on 2010!!

~19/12/2010~

:: Routine ::

mata cam layu je marking assignment student..hmm, routine as lecturer. every chapter suh diorg wat latihan n anta, sbb tu jd byk keje..tp dah trbiasa coz xbape prcaya klu student nak wat latihan sndr.attitude of student in IPTS is not the same with IPTA, yg bagus tu mmg akan buat latihan..tp slalunya yg xpandai tula yg mls. korang sedar tak idop nie mencabar..aish, dlu masa belajar pn kurang sedar jugak akan hakikat ni. tp alhamdulillh sbb dr awal dah set target utk majukan diri n mghrpkan hidup yg lbh senang di kemudian hari...so, kene wat btol2 la.wake up hasnur!!try the best to b a gud lecturer = IKHLAS + EFFORT + DOA + REDHA...huh, mata dah segar balik..sambung marking..

Favourite quote for my students;

"If people do not believe that mathematics is simple, it is only because they do not realize how complicated life is"~John Louis von Neumann