:: Magical Smile ::

mama sedey..
mama stress..
tears drop from mama's eyes..
*sob sob*
suddenly there's small fingers holding my hand n 'kain'..
keep holding n smiling..
macam paham2 je mama tgh sedey..
tq to our lil luqman
sbb buat mama lupakan sgl yg serabut
luv u so much..
luv papa too for giving his shoulder to share..

:: saya pelajar matematik ::

sem nie saya beralih arah skit ajar statistik..so, byk fokus on studying stat. tp org matematik slalu xleh lari dr mengira..da jd habit kot everythg nk kira. ikut jln mana lg jimat kos, bli brg apa lg baik, budget mana nk guna nk renew road tax dll. alhamdulillah, saya pelajar math...

bulan nie few things come out in my mind..since i'm having a baby right now, so commitment is added. hujung bln je fikir budget nak byr kete, nk bg parents, nk byr babysitter, bills n so on. hubby ada portion lain plak..sebelum bersalin ritu, i read this one book entitled 'rahsia kekayaan apek'..nice n simple. the apek asks us to allocate salary for ourself before we utilize it at jusco, giant and astro (etc.) . why?? coz he said it is important when we fall sick n during the emergency period. klu xde saving sape nk tolong kita..so, saya rasa saya harus sedar! hujung bln je gaji saya habis wlupn adala save ciput2. started this year, i determined to b a good financial controller..



1st step g pej bendahari potong gaji setiap bulan tuk tabung haji. so, dah xyah pk nk g bank tiap2 bln da..wishing i can go haj at 40++ years old..settle

2ndly nk cashkan cheque n kuarkan duit xtra masa confinement period ritu ke bank simpanan tuk saving road tax plus fees for master..settle.

3rdly nk isi borang PTPTN ujra, harusla hbs utang cpt sbb azam nk g haji umur 40 tanpa utang lain slain utang rumah..

4thly nk review blk personal insurance, either it's worth to take family plan..or better remain with insurance plan i use now!

erk, cita2 besar..also, put high hope to have 1 bought home sweet home 1 day..bile ntah. sronok tgk pembgnan keliling2 rumah nie + bunting yg byk tuk iklan pmblian rumah bru. intention harus ada kan? insyaAllah..

i also wish to b beautiful mama..huh, ngade! prmpuan ttpla prmpuan..pantang klu xshopping. trus x jd gud financial controller. now, i have a new habbit! slain shopping tuk dri sndr, skang ni suke gak shopping tuk luqman..arghh, papa please sponsor =P

:: Luqman's development - part 1::

hmm, xpenah lagi tarok gambar luqman dlm blog nih..so, these few pic from mama's n papa's collection to b seen..

~Luqman day 1st~
Berat : 3.11 kg
Panjang: 53 cm
Vaksin: BCG, Hepatitis B
Development: luqman xpandai bf lg coz susu xde..sedey =(

*pic taken at hosp teluk intan*

~Luqman 1 month~
Berat : 3.9 kg
Panjang: 56 cm
Vaksin: Hepatitis B 2nd dose
Development: luqman da pandai bf, telinga sgt sensitif ok..ssh nk tdo siang kat bwh

*pic taken at rumah nek usu, bgn datoh*~Luqman 2 months~
Berat : 5.05 kg
Panjang: 63 cm
Vaksin: 3 serangkai (sorry, mama lupa nama penyakit tu in layman words)
Development: luqman da pandai senyum bila main ngan dia, da bole berborak with his 'language', n luqman da pndi mengiring da..mama suke!!

*pic taken at rumah mama n papa, SU*

alhamdulillah, stakat nie luqman xpernah skt yg merisaukan mama n papa..hrp2 luqman sentiasa sihat smpi besar. luv, hug n kisses to luqman...luv papa too..thanx sbb tdo lambat hari2 to ensure mama n luqman tdo safely!!

:: M.A.S.T.E.R ::

MASTER ..azam tahun 2011!! after being marriage in 2009 and having a baby in 2010, inila azam yg masih xtercapai utk thn2 kebelakangan ini. so, this year is a perfect year for me to further study..geng2 yg lain suda mula, saya?? xpela, satu2 yea hasnur. commitment to the family becomes priority. alhamdulillah, offer letter dah dapat for dec intake..bcoz that time still in confinement period, registation is extended to july.insyaAllah, smoga semuanya berjalan lancar..ameen~~

:: finally!! ::

A backdated entry from a mother..alhamdulillah, hari nie da msk 13 hari from the day of delivery..

satu pengalaman yg mgkin takkan dilupakan..

22 NOVEMBER 2010..feeling that contraction is consistently occured every 10 minutes starting 3.30 am..n macam biasa mama akan terbangun tgh2 malam utk pg ke toilet. rasa cam da xsedap ati n ingat nak ajak abah pg hospital lepas subuh..hmm, tgk perkembangan camne! Tp lps subuh the contraction dah x sekerap td plak, so mama ingat ‘oo..mayb contraction biasa je kot’. mama pn cam biasa mghabiskan siang hari mama dgn berehat, makan n do house work yg mna bole dibuat. huhu, tp sakit pinggang agak xble bla la jugak. skali lagi mama ingat ‘oo..biasala sakit pinggang dah nak dekat2 bersalin nih’.

Tp there’s a sign yg mama tgk masa nak amik wudhu’ for Asar prayer..rasa da xsedap ati, trus bagitau abah nk g hospital lepas solat asar. When the doctor checked at hospital, rupa2nya bukaan mama dah 5cm..i was shocked, dahla ibrahim pn xtau lg. trus sms papa bgtau myb mama akan deliver dlm masa 5 jam lg. hehe, I guess myb ibrahim sgt kalut time nie sbb da on d way ke rumah Dr. Huzwah for taking correction of his thesis.

n as expected, i delivered after 5 hours warded..msk kul 7 n continuously contraction until 12am before the delivery time. alhamdulillah, perjalanan yg agak mudah. xlama duduk wad plus ibrahim sempat bekejar balik utk tmnkan mama bersalin. I delivered normally for 17 minutes of pushing the baby from the womb. Finally, a baby boy with weight 3.11 kg and height 53 cm delivered safely on 23 NOVEMBER 2010, 12.17 am.

To papa..thanx temankan mama dlm labour room. Actually, papa sgt mmbantu time mama sgt2 sakit..zikir n instruction dr papa masa mama tgh panic nk bersalin sgt membantu..luv u so much!!!!

To our baby boy..semoga Luqman jadi anak yg soleh n jadi umat Nabi Muhammad yg taat pada suruhanNya..

:: waiting for time to come ::

now, da 38 weeks of pregnancy..wow, masa yg ditunggu2..suspen dowh!! bilela si baby nak kuar. every night dah ble rasa yg baby berat n contraction sikit2..tu blum lagi dia kick2 prut mama. adoi, rasa xselesa tp that's the experience to b a mom. myb i will miss that feeling when he come out from mama's tummy!

alhamdulillah, mama semakin sihat da dekat2 nak brsalin nie..last 2 weeks jumpa dr. pakar kat hospital sg buloh.

air ketuban : ok..dr. said it is in the acceptable range~~

saiz baby : i was referred to MO at hosp. sg buloh coz dr. kat klinik ijok said saiz baby xparallel. kind of suspen jugak, tp MO tu cakap it's normal sbb scan at first trimester is the most accurate. so xperlu risau pape..

berat baby : 2.587 kg on 36 weeks..berat baby naik rapidly..skang da dekat 3kg kot. mama sgt rasa baby berat bila nak tdo..adoyaii, perut sampai petak2..hehe..

berat mama : skang berat mama da naik sampai 61.5kg..hehe, my weight increase about 11 kg from the weight bfore pregnant. xpe, lepas nie kuruskan blk dgn jamu mak bidan yg byk tu..alahai, tringat kes kene goreng ngan mak bidan ritu..adeh..

i wish i become healthier than before, aritu bru je minum air gula kali ke3..no diabetes!! no more urine infection..n Hb getting higher to 12.7..alhamdulillh, at least no anemia!!

good luck to myself..good luck to papa also..

:: theatre ::

dah abes sem, cam biasa rsa nak tls somethg kat blog b4 dapat answer script utk ditanda nnt. tp asyik2 ada keje je..aish, sem nie mmg xleh brmalasan langsung! dahla time klas, penat cam xhengat!! tensi dibuatnya..sedar x sedar my pregnancy pn nak msk 9 bulan..nasib baik dah x de lecture, ble focus breakfast cam biasa, jaga blk diet smsa mengandung n xperlu rushing2.

since dah ada sedikit masa tuk ber'nafas', noi n ibrahim spend some time to see musical theatre. lama rasanya dah xjejak istana budaya..last time is natrah. 2 minggu before kitorang kawen, nie dah nak de anak. next time ntah bile lg nak pg..

~almost setahun yg lalu..5 disember 2009~

~ theatre for this year...1 Oct 2010~

the show was great, tp view kitorg xbest sbb krew x pndi nak adjust for audience kat atas. biasala, noi kan menilai teater yg bagus itu mesti mmpunyai prop yg bagus slain skrip, jalan cerita dll yg bagus..basically, the experience is ok!!

teringat skrip erra pasal tongkat tu..it can b relate to my life as well as my student. kita slalu selesa dgn kemudahan dan 'tongkat' yg ada. but, xsemua keadaan kita sentiasa senang..terharu waktu review perletakan jawatan tun dr. mahathir di pwtc n suke ada part misha omar mndendangkan lagu khas buat tun..